Life is so Meaningful

2011-01-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night went for count down over scape. Met Louis and MZ at red hill mrt and took bus to scape. Went to slack awhile at burger kind while they're having their dinner. After that went to bought our tix and went in. Kinda boring cause the songs keep repeating over and over again, zzz. Went in enjoy a bit and something happened so we stop and rest till it's alright. After Wee Leng called us and we went to plaza sing to catch a movie "The Ghosts Must Be Crazy" a Jack Neo's film. There's 2 story inside but i prefer the first one. overall the movie is still okay but still it's super funny!! must watch :D. After finished watching went to Louis's house to slack till 8plus and went home, bathed and went to sleep after using the com awhile..

2010-12-29T18:12:00.002+08:00

Slept till 4pm, having insomnia this days which is really bad for me. whats more always get so emotional at night. I hope for a better life and a really simple one will do :D

Going down to rumah tinggi to bball with friends after I had dinner. hope my knee listens to me well today. After 2 months didn't get to that place to bball already after my injuries, haha. till next time then...

2010-12-28T16:00:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon, blogger. I'm super tired cause of spending 8hours sitting at the chair, looking at the monitor and game all the way at lan shop (Y). After gaming went home straight away cause i'm freaking tired. Bathed, dried my hair and *boom!* went to sleep, haha. Just woke up not long ago, waiting for people to call me out or maybe going to bball at bouna vista cc.

2010-12-24T16:05:00.002+08:00

Looks pretty dead uh, haha. It's going to be the end of year 2010 and the new year of 2011. Life this year was kind of good but bad at the second half of the year. I'll have to get back my normal self and carry on my life though. I don't live for girls so I'll able to pull myself through :D. After Christmas gonna find job and hope i really get what i wanted, haha. C'mon 26th having BBQ with my bros and sis, looking forward for it cause long time dint meet up with them already. Today is another day to rot i guess but i wanna BBALL!!! D: I shall end here then, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
and and last of all thanks alot, Whitney. helping me to change the blog skin also counted as revive my blog. haha!! :D

Just cause I smile, doesn't mean I'm not hurting. Not all pain is visible!

2010-09-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

I've got nothing to strive for already. I've screwed up everything of what i'm doing especially my studies. whats the use of blogging anyway, will there even anyone will comfort me. i bet there won't be even a single one. Keeping all those feelings inside is so damn torturing. Don't ask me why can't I just pour out all those damn feelings. The fucking problems is I cannot no matter how i wanted it. Those people don't really know me always thought I'm a fucking play boy but the real me is not at all. I treat the girl I love more than my life. Those couples which is my friends out there, looking at them so sweet I'll be so happy for them but once I think of myself whenever i go out with them, I'll get upset suddenly thinking why I can't have a girlfriend which is caring, honest, trustworthy and loving. There may be quarrels and not every quarrels will end up break up but even stronger relationship and understanding for both. So, when ever i watch movie or drama i will feel like crying or even just by listening to songs too. seriously I've screwed my life big time. since its been so long i've update there won't be people be at my blog. shall update when i feel like it.

When you stopped paying attention to someone, that's when they start noticing you. It's sad, but true

2010-07-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

2010-03-13T19:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring day for me for sure. Father fetched me to kallang and took bus to school and reached there around 8.40am. took my test and went to find the rest with wei lun and went to play pool. After playing went home with David and Jeff. Rest awhile and went for training at zheng hua cc with lionel and wen kai. played matched with u17 & u19 all the way cause coach was having camp -.-. played till 9.30 and we're all so damn tired alr, haha. some of them played "horse" till lights off so after that went to changed and mrt-ed home with bball mates. i miss the old quan fong D:. nvm, whats past alr the past forget it then. Today was just a day for me to rest cause i've got muscle ache all over. so long didnt exercise alr cant blame me, lol. tmr gonna shee sha with panda, dav, ah do and some others, i guess?. gonna get some rest ;D, bye~~

2010-03-06T14:33:00.003+08:00

I know its been a long time since i've update. i'm so sorry. Hmm, lets talk about yesterday then ;D. Went to school and reached class at 9am after doing my wiring went down to pool centre to find david they all. played 1 round and off to get something to eat with the whole group of people haha. After eating wait for Panda and went to TTSH to find ah do. Reached there and chit chat with ah do, panda and dav till 7pm and all went home except for me. Took mrt to cmw and ask my bro pass me my bag and went to training. when i reached there then realised that coach nv come!! waste my time and energy, in the end played match till lights out and went home with bball mates ;D. as usual reached home bathe, eat and use com awhile and sleep cause i was damn tired alr D:. Later i'll be going to ttsh to find ah do again. not gonna attend the meet up at vivo =x. next time i guess haha. okay then gotta prepare and off to ttsh alr ;D. byebye!

2010-02-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today school is as normal. Just that i need to rot for more then 3hrs to wait for next class cause my FSM teacher was on mc -.-. I was so damn bored and suddenly thought of her, so i asked my JM to took video of me and send to Dav to edit. So part of the video was from her too D:. Hais, hope she wont think too much ba. Don't emo le, i will be here for you. okay then, tmr having class at 8am and whole day is gonna be Mr Boo lesson all the way but of cause there's PE and i hate PE after i got into ITE.

it's been awhile since i've last saw you

2010-01-28T22:57:00.006+08:00

This photo were from Sunday outing with HM as well as the video too :D. I don't know what to blog about already. My mind is blank except her, who is in my mind all day long. I can't help it but to break down D:. Last of all to my friend,Lim Wei Lun. If you see this I just wanna say is that, its a part of life while there is up and down for sure. We must face it if not how are we gonna walk ahead rather than staying at the same old place. Take your time my friend, I will be here for you. :D. Maybe its going to be our last year together already but still i nv regretted to knew you this friend. Although sometimes you will bastard me and i will bastard you but the friendship is still there, haha.

iloveyousomuchthateverynightiwilltearedforyou.

2010-01-15T02:43:00.002+08:00

2009-12-25T13:32:00.001+08:00

" I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more."

2009-12-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i've update uh? haha. c'mon guys u need u people to help me to make it alive once again. Let me see my holiday was spent quite okay this year. Basketball and Shuffle!!, I'm looking forward to it cause i'm gonna improve myself day by day ;D. Hmm, 4th Jan gonna start school and will be back as normal life again. After each and every year this month i will have flash back of last time how my life was and it really makes me feel happy and sad at the same time :D:. 1 hour 10mins before it reaches 12am and its gonna be christmas!! woot!!. I don't know what to update about already so till next time alright?. ;D. have a good day guys!! haha.

2009-11-13T08:05:00.003+08:00

So long didnt update already, sorry for that yea?. haha. Yesterday went to school for phase test for electrical? and then for PM1 project presentation got some argument with my group due to who present the slides so end up the problem is solved :D. After that went home and changed, went down to find wen kai and co. to play bball at idk where =x. played till 10pm and went home. wash up and went to sleep. super tiring lo, dying soon LOL!!! no la joking only. hmm, later dont knw whether going down to zheng hua cc early anot cause bmss c'div and b'div having match. later still got training dont knw today got people going anot, hais. I've always wanted a team who can come for training and train together as one to have a great bonding and teamwork but i guess there will be not -.-. let me see, 15nov which is this sunday i'm going to vivo for a shuffle meet up WOO!!. gonna take video wahahaha!. HM ftw!!! okay then i shall stop here :D.

2009-10-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

Yo, i'm back. Today reached school around 8.30am?. And i was late for half an hour but it's okay, worse still i'm the 4th person who step into the class, rofl. 10am, went to next door for another theory lesson till 11.30am. All the while in class i was talking, listening to songs and eating =x. break time for 1h 30mins, went to cafe 1 and get something to eat after that went to tech block to slack till 1pm -.- super bo liao. Class started and we did metal trunking kinda hard plus i'm half way done only, thursday still need to continue with it T.T. 4pm plus end and went home sweet home. bathed and dota all the way till 9plus to take my dinner. And now i'm here blogging haha. hmm, thats all i guess?. till next time yo ;D.

2009-10-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

2009-10-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

After so long and now i'm back again too update, c'mon make my blog alive again ;D. Hmm, life has been as normal as always so yup, boring thats all i can say haha. oh yah, i've joined a shuffle crew called Hazard Minors :D. so my life has gotten more interesting yo haha. i'm still active in tagboard so feel free to tag me uh!! haha. i shall update sooner or later =x , chaos.

2009-09-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

After so long and here i am back, updating. 3 weeks of holidays has start for me till oct 11, for now i think my life is just slack all the way till school reopens hais. Friday, i went for training and i just started to run 5mins i can't take it anymore or rather feel tired doing some easy drills. My stamina really drop till cmi already. If there's anyone to call me out for a run or really can motivate me to train back all my stamina and physical fitness please help me. I really want to train back and play well for next year or any matches that is coming soon. If not i really feel so useless :(. Hope someone will save me soon if not all my effort for the past few years of hard training, those sweats and tears will be gone as waste and turn into a useless person. I still got a few more years to play basketball before i go for army so i must really train if not i'll disappoint alot of people.

2009-09-18T02:16:00.003+08:00

Time to update abit if not this blog is dead like one of a kind lol. boo!!, just realised that my movement in the video is still slow. need do more movement lol. Am i right shi fu!!. teach me ur style de!! haha. You knw what, when i'm shuffling i dont knw what to do just running man all the way cause the camarea man make me stress zzz. Hmm, tmr is friday and it means training or rather just match only -.-. i dont knw wanna go anot cause play match with u15 kinda boring. HELP!!. i guess i'm not going to sch later at 8.30am shall skip this and enjoy my Holiday till Oct 11. hoho. Don't jealous uh ;D. URGH!! Joshua, practice more!! =x. shall update next time bye.

2009-08-27T20:12:00.000+08:00

I'm Bored, someone save me quick. And I've got nth to say so yup, i shall update again, bye ;D

2009-08-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! I'M BACK AFTER SO LONG!. Have been a busy days since last time till now. I've gotta study already man, can't afford to get 3.5gpa below if not i'm dead meat. okay, i'm still alive and living happily but then in school sometimes bores me to death cause of the break time -.-. Now my timetable even change to the worse all ends at 6pm except for Friday, omg la how am i gonna take it zzz. After i still manage to make myself survive from that stupid timetable. I take 5 weeks to finish my 1st work piece and left 13weeks to finish 3 more of it. i think i've got no more time to slack around in the work shop :(. Okay then i'm going out soon to school for my lesson at 1pm. hope today i can finish half of the 2nd work piece by today ;D. will post again next time.

2009-06-24T19:50:00.002+08:00

It's been like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long never update, i update cause i was asked by this miss chua smoker LOL!!. Milo cup has ended for me, i was rather disappointed than sad hais. just abit more 2nd round jiu can le but all gone hais. now i've got no more things to focus/concentrate on, just ren bu shi ren gui ye bu siang gui. everytime this kind of things happen to me can't this change to a better ending ]: . aiyah, nth to say already since this is what i can think of. update if can. :D

2009-06-07T12:27:00.002+08:00

Ok, super long nv update blog already. Life for me is still the same. Just that i need to rest more than normally i do cause of my injury and matches. first match against kent ridge, we won and that we have pull the chance nearer to our goal. Talk about ytd then, went to eunos and watch u19 matches and their opponent was whye nam(sp)?. although they lose but its a good game for them seriously. cause even our tallest guy in court when opponent standing infront of him, he looks shorter -.-. imagine i was standing there i guess i'll be flatten lol. okay half way went to BAS and took ming cai car there lol. lucky got him if not i lazy to go also -.-. The girls match i watched also not that bad though. After the match went home, took mrt with them. from the beginning at BAS i damn du lan with them cb. keep di siao like nobody problem like this. lucky my temper is not that bad as last time if not i'll start to fight zzz. my limit has reached there and still they keep on playing knn. bo bian, i don't wanna fight anymore. Okay thats all la say liao damn pissed off. Later 8.30pm at eunos gonna have match against qian xi for us. this game will be a physical game man. so i need to rest already. shall update soon if i got the chance :).

2009-05-31T05:48:00.003+08:00

Just type a few words and off i go. cause i've got nothing to post thats all. anw, i've sprain my right ankle damn it. hope it will be fine and win this game. i want to win this game cause i wanna show you :). wait for my good news. i love you. resting in progress till next tues, 8.30pm will start but i'm meeting mates at eunos 7.30pm. as a reminder for myself i needa wear white. but standard btm black. JIA YOU U17. as well as U19 ;)

imissyoudearly.
i'llbewaiting:)

2009-05-29T13:54:00.002+08:00

Joshua is in happy mood right now :). Okay this few days have been rather tiring for me. Yesterday i've got running nose till today morning. after awhile jiu no more le. Today gonna meet her again :). Maybe slack awhile, accompany her home and off to my training at segar later. this post gonna be short cause i've got nth to talk about already lol. 2 june, 8.30pm, QuanFong@ZhengHua vs Kent Ridge at kampong ubi cc, court 2. i hope we can win and play well as a team cause after this match, we'll be meeting even stronger opponents.

girl, i love you. with u around i can make impossible to possible.
i'll play my best and win it for my teamate, coach and of cause you.

2009-05-24T14:02:00.002+08:00

Boo Yo! lol, Yesterday woke up around 12plus and went to bathed and meet wen kai and whitney to paya lebar mrt. reached and met up with teamates and went to geyland serai csc, alvin lead us there haha. After we reached there, we sat there awhile and waited for coach to arrive. before coach arrived we've already changed and then we warm up all blahblah. rofl~. so I played main5 and we played 1-3-1 formation. quite a effective formation just that the fast break not that good =x. and and and the bad thing is I NV SCORE FOR THE WHOLE MATCH how pathetic it is zzz. damn it lo. i've got the chance but then i assist rather than going in myself. -.- after that i was talking to coach and bu xiao xin scold "ta ma de" i kana 20 push up. wa lao bad day. but my defence is quite good for yesterday. as for the score i also forget liao. played 5quarters each 10 or 12mins idk. finished, changed and went to eat with teamates and some of them went to town all this. took mrt with them and i alighted 1st with zombie cause he needa go my house and take his file back. so asked zombie to wait for me downstairs while i go up and bathed, changed and eat. took some time and went down to pass him the file. 6.30pm only a few of us at there waiting for the jason to come. wait till 8.30 then come super pissed off zzz. zombie went home and the rest of us went to tpy. slacked till 11.30pm went home with jason and took 105 home. reached home bathed, changed and directly sleep liao. Today i'm not going anywhere cause i wanna let my back rest and recover asap for 28 may match which is our 1st match for youth cup. good lucks and see you guys soon. hope we can play well too :D. takecare

2009-05-22T07:51:00.002+08:00

Tuesday:
Went to school as normal but i was late for sure lol. After school went to my cousin's house to slack till 5.30pm and went to chinese garden for friendly match against Thong Whye temple. We lost cause lack of teamworks and communication. after that went back with the bukit merah's. we took 198 and i went home while they went to eat. reach home, eat, bathe and use com awhile jiu sleep le. anw i injured my back. need to recover asap for youth cup :). i feel like i'm a lousy captain hais, i cant lead the team well and my skills suck to the core dont u agree?.

Wednesday:
Nothing special just went to school for practical exam and home to rest cause i injured my back, quickly went back and rest for thursday friendly haha.

Thursday:
Went to school, father fetch me to school lol. school as usual boring and had theory test for pipe. i dont knw how to do lo zzz. no time to study zz. after that went to my cousin's house to slack and went off at 5.30pm again cause of friendly match against Yu Hua csc at chinese garden. met up with wen kai and went there together :). after that change, warm up and start the match cause coach will be late. i played quite badly cause my instincts for the ball is like totally gone and my hand cant grab the ball nicely worse is that my leg so jelly can -.-. whats happening to me man wtf. i really need help for that hais. I'm really the worse captain u've ever seen in court lo zzz. cant even play well. anw, we won Yu Hua csc for u17 and u19 lost the match. Watched u19 match and get our new jersey WOOTS!. after u17 settle with jerseys from roy, i settle those u19 jerseys lol. played at the last quarter and manage to scored and knee the guy stomach while i bunny hop inside. cause i see those people not happy as they play very dirty to my seniors. that guy fly 1m away from me after i knee him lol. i saw him bend down while i was running back to def, i was smiling all the way till the match end. changed, went with bm's people and took mrt home with them. reached home, bathed and use com awhile and off to sleep.

Today:
i nv go to school today lol. cause i was really tired plus my ez link no money forget to top up haha. today will be a rest day for me. need to recover my right leg ankle, my back and knee. alot of injury now hais. oh yah, saturday got friendly match at geylang serai csc. okay ba. thats all i'm gonna say lol.

2009-05-16T10:04:00.002+08:00

Hey, I'm back. Yesterday went to school as usually and reached school at 8.40am although I'm late =x. In school learn how to pump in the refrigerant and charge it. And for the other i keep running to 2 classes cause I'm having test while doing my practical trail for next week exam. -.- super tiring u knw haha. end at 11.15am but i slack in class chit chat with mates and teacher. After that went to take mrt to Tiong and meet hao ran, hoi ching, jared and lastly the lastest her lol. When she arrived, we've already went down to 4th floor as we were caught by the security guard. wait for her awhile jiu went to buy drinks. and so finished drinking all zhao liao left me and her. so i went home and her accompany me. so i quickly pack my bag and washed up. I nv exceed my time for coming down lol. later on we went to take 970 to bukit panjang and took lrt. she stop at bang kit while my stop is at fajar. walked to zheng hua cc. changed and start training. we did warm up, later on caterpilliar, 4 corner passing full court 10mins 200balls left and right, 8 figure passing then 3v2 (new drills) for me and lastly 5v5 was awesome cause i nearly die lol. before that i had a crush with yan ming knee to knee and just nice he hit the weak spot and kind of cant run fast like this. Coach asked me to play head cause we're playing 1-2-1-1 and i keep forgetting pressing after we've score all this and my passing really sucks sometime. i hope i can do it well for the team and lead it. After that end training at 9.15pm cause Coach got something on so he tell us what he needs to say. 1st is that for under17 I'm the new captain for this year QuanFong lol. i was shocked seriously i thought it would be Vemon. After that was sunday event. i nv go so i dont needa say lol. last of all is that we are going to have a friendly match with Tong Whye at chinese garden there. woots. although i'm pretty stress with what my position now cause i usually play power forward. Now i need to shoot, dribble, lead the team as a captain and open the ball at base lines or side lines. all is are new experience for me. Now as i'm the captain i swear that i will not get my anger in court or vent anger at u all. I will lead the team different from before. next week friendly match i will do it well so that when youth cup comes i will counter the fear. :) okay then that shall be all then.

For today i think i'm gonna cut my hair lol. okay then haha bye :)

when i'm with you i felt warm.
the way u talk and actions was
too irresistible for me. u make
happy when i'm with you.
but then so what if its that
it will still wont change anything.
why cant u just understand me.
i really do love you. hais.

2009-05-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

just a sudden thought came to me, don't know why i just think of her i will just shed tears :'(. i maybe strong outside but inside i'm so damn weak. i really love her alot so much i will think of her every moment even if i'm super busy. why must this thing always happen to me. I always want her to be happy not just unhappy cause of her some problems. everynight, when ever i wanna sleep early i always cannot sleep. almost everyday is 4am plus then can sleep. having nightsmare lately hais. no one will ever know my damn feelings :(.

2009-05-14T18:48:00.002+08:00

Today woke at 6.30am and it was raining so i continue sleeping till the rain stop and went to school. reach school around 9.15am and i realised that my classmate bomb me say that, there class in the morning. zzz. went to find friend and eat later on go outside school slack awhile. after that 11.30am we went back to school. Again went to cafe2 and wait for them to eat finish and went to slack outside the class. 12.30pm teacher came and start the lesson but i nv study as i'm playing games lol. kinda lazy to do anything now. after that bloody hell from school walk to simei mrt can really die man. walk half way start to sweat liao zzz. pek chek. reached home, eat, bathe and sleep. woke up not long ago. boring! boo!, tmr got training at 6pm and need to return the reversible jersey back -.-. kay then end here le bye :)

i'm waiting for you. rather you be with me than him. :(

2009-05-13T09:40:00.002+08:00

Hello!!, its 9.41am and i'm still not in school, lol!. Was kinda lazy so i'll be going to school at 12pm and reached school about 1pm and start the GI pipe practical test. Confirm very easy cause is just threading only if not wrong haha. I'm gonna cut my hair very irritating lol. Very sian!! what shall i do after school?. bored. okay then that shall be the end of it. :)

It's been two days since i've last seen you
I'm missing you badly :( .

2009-05-11T23:18:00.003+08:00

Today woke up at 6.30am but then i slept awhile more till 9plus? cause i dont wanna go for my 1st lesson LLA as i have not done my project haha. So reached sch around 12pm and off to class for lecture. boo!! lol. After that was this care lesson. Kinda interesting actually haha. 3.30pm over and went for pe till 4.30 off to vivo to meet them. In the end they go and watch movie and let me wait for 2 hours plus wth. nvm so i take my own sweet time eating and walking around lol. super no life can zzz. after that slack awhile jiu went home le. reached home, bathe and went to do my lla project cause today my teacher went to look for me and ask me hand in by today. so just finished it not long ago haha. okay ba that shall be the end ba. kinda short and random but who cares =x. off to sleep. nights everyone haha.

Yes!!, Today saw u again but then nv talk at all :(.
hais, how i wish i can be the one standing beside u
when u need someone to leans against. Once again,
I love you.

2009-05-10T18:39:00.004+08:00

It's a boring day for me today. Almost the whole day i've just been sleeping only. Just ate my dinner lol. And yea sorry for not updating guys haha. cause i'm kinda low in mood ;(. My exams and youth cup is starting soon, feel so stress. As for exams i kinda blank for it although i've been studying =x. For youth cup this year U17 my age just nice haha. But then i'm just worried that we've not been training more tgt as a team. Without teamwork no matter how strong you are will still lose. Lets aim for 2nd round 1st ba, Jia you Quan Fong u17 and u19.

To me u're my everything; to you i'm just ur nothing.
i may not be good in somethings but just a word from
ur mouth i can do it just for you, as well as for myself
being better. but i think there is nothing gonna happen.
I Love You.

2009-04-27T17:25:00.001+08:00

Joshua is having fever, flu, sore throat and muscle ache. Will not able to go out and so on. Sorry.

2009-04-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, first time in my 3years i seldom late for my trainings until last friday i was late for 2 hours of training, so i only trained 30mins, changed and went to take bus home from Bukit Panjang Inter. Yesterday, 5pm woke up as i was very tired. prepared and went down to void decks to meet up with them. After that we went to Bugis, suppose wanted to eat but the place was occupied so some of us went to buy & take away. Walked to the sheesha place and slacked. Super hot although the time is already at night. zzz. wait till 9.30pm in the end no air con room cause they say still got people upstairs. We were kinda pissed off so we paid and leave. All of us walk seperates way to take bus and mrt. so yup. reached home, bathed and used com. chat on phone with Her. After a few hours jiu sleep le. Let me see today i think i'll do some exercise :). update next time then.

I'll wait for you to give me a chance; Cause i really do love you

2009-04-15T22:40:00.003+08:00

Shinjuku Incident.

Today woke up at 6.30am so early lo, hais. Prepared and went to school after that saw Alvin at bus stop so took bus with him to school. walked abit and he went to buy drink. When we walked out of cafe 1 the DM caught us not wearing the damm lanyard and confiscated our ez link card. He asked asked us to look for him at 2pm. So i went for my class for practical lesson. After that went to eat with friends during break time and after we ate went to slack; something happened anw zzz. Went back class to continue. After class got break again so went to cafe 1 find friends as they wanna eat. wait for them and went to slacked outside sch awhile and went to back to lesson again -.- . After sch saw wei feng at cafe2 so went home tgt with him, instead of going home we went to watched movie(Shinjuku Incident) at vivo. The movie overall i give 7/10 for it cause 1st time i saw Jackie Chan act as a bad guy like this and without him fighting. lol. kinda gross and touching also xD. after that took bus home. Reached home jiu have my dinner and here i am updating haha. okay then i shall go to sleep already. super tired as i'm out the whole day -.- . nights everyone.

2009-04-14T22:34:00.001+08:00

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

2009-04-14T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hoho, i'm back =x. Today woke up at 8.15am? then went to bathe, prepared and went to school with derrick. Reached quite early or rather is my classmate were late haha!. after theory for air con is break time but both cafe were packed with people so we went to slack. After break time over is test for pipes. had difficulty in that paper -.-, cause i nv study during the holiday but i still rmb some of the question during holiday when i did those revision papers lol. after that we went to eat. Had laksa today cause i asked jia ming to buy same as him; as i was lazy =x. after that slacked again and went for auto cad lesson and u knw what, we were release early than usual cause the teacher only need 4 students to stay back and help him to set up things. so me and my friends take our bags and walk out of the com lab straight away, lol!. walked to simei mrt with frens and home. see i guai lo xD. bathed, slept, woke up, had my dinner, watched tv and here i am now lol. okay ba i've got nth to say anymore. anw, i've changed my song to Ai' Zhuan Jiao by Luo Zhi Xiang. lyrics will be on top :)

2009-04-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

Since i've got some free time i shall post something lol. Today very simple just use com, play game, sleep eat and watch tv. nothing interesting at all. so boring can zzz. plus today raining suppose wanna go for some shootings but cannot &^%@!$&. maybe tmr will go gyming with my sec sch friends ba. see how cause i'm rather lazy now a days zz. friday maybe got training. if dont have i think i'll be with my brothers. hais, i'm growing fatter. need to build up my body muscle already. what i can think of already at here. till next time then bye~

2009-03-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

Yo. I'm back to update again. Anyway just ignore the previous post. Don't wanna talk about it, hais. Having muscle ache due to yesterday friendly match against bmss. i didn't warm up and i played till so into the game. Today just stay at home slack all the way haha. i know its boring but who cares haha. looking for next month coaching for the primary school kids. I'm so random lol. okay then post next time :)

love; this kind of thing is can't be force :]

2009-03-26T21:50:00.003+08:00

Hello! :). Today woke up at 10.30plus am. Played games, bathed, breakfast and then played game again haha. After that at 2.40pm went out to meet girl and went to queenstown stadium. After that we saw quite alot of people so we went under block to slacked awhile and again went to stadium for a run as girl tmr have sports day. Went to eat and accompany her to go home. lol ok ba. shall end here le. looking forward for tmr :). but i've got to do my damn ez-link card first boo!!.last but not least.

iloveubaby;]

2009-03-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah...

2009-03-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

Joshua has a new interests in SHUFFLE :).
I'm trying to save this blog okay!! cause its
so dead lo. please save me and my blog haha.
super short cause I've got nothing to post about
ta-ta~

2009-03-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

Damn it, today is really a bad day for me. first of all is at school and just now on the phone. what's happening to me, why must this happen it to me. ARH~! I've really no mood to post anymore :(.

2009-03-17T11:22:00.004+08:00

This Is For You My Love

I wanna make up right na na na, lol. it's the song by Akon - right now. ok it's been super long since i last post =x. Today woke up at 7am and i've got nothing to do. so i took my own sweet time to bathe all this end up raining so i didn't go to school rofl. but i think i will give MC tmr if not my attandence lousy i ho seh~ haha. Anw, i've just got my hair cut and its like super short can HAHA!. ok la maybe to other people will think is okok but to me is short xD. The time now is 11.30am and i have nothing to do at home omg. ok have is have just that its only eat, sleep, play, talk, emo? and rot lol~. sian sian sian sian siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, i know i'm lame but too bad who ask me i've got nth to do. hais. ok la maybe i've got to revise my two text books -.-. 1 is air-con the another one is pipes cause i've got theory test when my school reopens at 12 april lol. from chapter 1-21 for air-con can u believe it!! and for pipes is chapter 1-42 WTF!!. sad i really need to study hard le at least get 3.5 GPA above :). ok ba shall stop here le.

2009-03-08T21:32:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow gonna start new time table. and is gonna end quite early except for tuesday. I've decided that i will not go for school bball training anymore cause i'm damn pissed off with it. Not in school team so be it. 2 more weeks and my holidays will start. Looking forward to it lol. This days my life has been colourless, not in a mood to do anything even for bball. All i do only is those same things again, again and again hais. someone please help me!!. I guess this will be it. i've got nothing to post already.

2009-02-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

After so long i've update again =x. shall post about today. morning woke up at 7am but in the end i still take my own sweet time to go school. reach sch about 8.50plus and i'm late for like 20mins. went in and realised that only half of my class reached only -.-. After that lesson starts and was talking about acheivements and dreams like this. after that was break and off we go for air con theory lessons, study abit and went to use the com and play psp with friends. class ends and went for pe. played bball and i'm wearing pe shirts with my school pants but i play super slack haha. after pe was pipe practical lesson. did some drawing and off we go. my class end at 5.45pm and went to meet wei feng. walk to simei mrt and home sweet home :). ok ba shall stop here since it's just a short post anyway. will update when i'm free bye~

iloveyou,ireallydo.
You can fall from the sky. you can fall from the tree But the best way to fall, is in love with me.

2009-02-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i've last update =x. ok today i shall post something but it will be short i guess?. I've just started school for 2 weeks and it's been fun but yet tiring in school. make lots of new friends too haha. Last wed, went for the bball training at sch. almost the same toughness as QF. the next day i get muscleache badly cause i didnt warm up at all -.- . At friday, went to zhcc at evening for the night cycling from zhcc to bukit timah and bukit timah back to zhcc. all ended about 11plus. Coach drove us with pick up to fetch us home ;D. Today woke up at 8am and took my own sweet time to prepare and went out for bukit merah sec training. Reached and warm up abit and start to train but i train abit due to those sec1s. they must train fast for c div since its coming soon. all ended abt 12pm?. cool down, changed, slack and went to bmc to eat. after eating went to interchange to take 198 home. reached home jiu bathe, eat abit and sleep -.- . was super tired lol. woke up around 5plus up till now(1.24am). oh yah!. one last thing from yesterday till today those 3 arsehole keep di siao-ing and i was super pek chek -.-. ok la told u it will be short le. good night ppl. will update when i'm free haha.

2009-01-21T20:11:00.005+08:00

I'm adjusting the medal while long king was unprepared same as me. lol

QF U19

Coach ask me to stand beside him for the 1st pic rofl.

Me&GinWei

2009-01-18T00:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO!. yesterday i slept at 5am plus and woke up at 6.30am to prepare. 7.15am i left the house and took mrt to city hall. me and long king at the same train when we alight then saw each other, after that is jie neng and last of all the latest person gin wei -.- . later on took train to bishan mrt station, alighted there and took bus 13 to the BCA academy. waited for roy, cw and terrence as leroy and evelyn(sp?) were already there waiting. all arrived and went in. we changed and started warm up with geylang serei csc tgt. we started to play our 1st game and we against the BCA(red) team and won. lol. i scored, intercept and rebound alot xD. so happy lo haha. after that waited for our next match and we versus geyland serei csc and that match was a crucial match man haha. barely won by 2 points. i played abit cause i'm super tired already. after that wait awhile more and versus the BCA(white) team. that match i was super pissed off with their player and i nearly get into fight with them. i started to play cocky with them and so is my mates haha!.. but still we won in the end and later on is the prize ceremony?. lol. 4th- BCA(red) 3rd-BCA(white) 2nd-geyland serei csc 1st- quanfong(zhenghua csc). didn't expect to get 1st lo lol. cause at 1st i thought u19 confirm die de haha. let me tell u 1 thing and that is I FIRST TIME GET A MEDAL FOR BBALL!! lol. damn shagg lo. for 3 years le and its only my 1st medal zzz. after that we rest awhile to cool down and went to change at the toilet. after that took bus to bishan again to have our lunch. after eating went to take mrt with them and home sweet home. bathed, eat abit and went to sleep. i was super tired and my leg like no strength de zzz. woke up at 8plus to have my dinner and watch tv till now. i'm still tired, as in my leg is still very jelly -.- . ok then i shall stop here. bye bye :)

2009-01-13T02:22:00.003+08:00

Boo!!. i'm back in action. i was quite busy uh thats why haha. ok so this days have been sleeping, trainings, matches and part time working abit only. At jan7 i was being put to bedok ite for the course but i declined it after that i apply again. and this time they only give 1 choice instead of 10 choices in the 1st place. so i apply facility tech at simei ite. the results for it will be out at jan16. so i've been worried for it so long la. 3 more days and i'll know the results -.- . later on about 5pm i'll go to my house nearby bball court to train my shootings cause i need to get the feels back by this saturday cause i having match on that day against 3 teams who is u19. i just knoww about it lo zzz. i thought it was u17 or something at 1st haha. but i'll treat this upcoming match as training :) . Tmr, i'll be a part time assistant coach for my coach cause he need to rush to clementi sports hall for zheng hua sec match. and i'll take over when coach leave ccab. hope it will go fine haha. ok then, its 2.22am and i'm going to sleep le haha. good night peeps xD.

2009-01-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Another year have pass and 1 year older omg. and my birthday is less then 50 days lol. yesterday stayed at home all the way. and today is the same as yesterday. i'm like rotting at home le lo sian. tmr all of the people's gonna start school and i'm at home sleeping -.- . Feel like going to school but then no more lol. must wait till the reply from ITE first. lucky tmr i will be having training lol if not it's another boring day. ok i gotta go watch little nonya le. byebye :)

2008-12-29T08:33:00.002+08:00

Wow. I slept the whole day yesterday man. cause i woke up at 7.30am and prepared all my things and off to taka. after i reached there just sit and chat with my friends. my team has changed. not my senior but my junior's team. the 1st match we won cause walkover then 2nd match we vs pioneer and we won again. 3rd match vs queensway and we lost -.- cause i've no strength to carry on at 2nd half cause in the 1st half i've already use up alot due to cover up those mistake. super tired. after that 4th match we lost again. So we changed and went to find leroy at his working place. wen kai, lionel and jason damn funny la lol. after awhile jiu went off le. they went to eat and i went home. i reached home at 6pm if not wrong. then bathed and eat abit jiu sleep all the way till today. see how tired i am. kay ba i shall keep it short overall i did enjoy with all of them haha. stop here then cause i got to go to sleep. very tired.

2008-12-27T11:30:00.002+08:00

I'm so TIRED!!. yesterday training only 8 people came for training. but still my coach carry on with us -.- . he make as dribble alot and run full court alot too. super tiring. after that about 9plus started raining and coach need to go town to fetch his g.friend. so i walked with him to his pick up and he drove me to far east the bus stop. reached home around 11pm. bathed, eat, play games awhile and off to my bed. super tiring if not i confirm 3 or 4am sleep de.

As for today will be going to take my edusave bursery?. damn it la i can't take the money only 50bucks -.-. after that i thinks its end at 4.30pm plus?. it's ok with me cause today i've got nothing to do so just take the prize go back to my seats and sleep. finished already then my siblings will call me to wake up lol.since i've got nothing to say then this shall be the end :)

2008-12-24T13:33:00.004+08:00

Hello!!. i'm so tired, today slept at 5.30am then woke up at 12.36pm watch tv awhile and came online to see whether there is anything to do. haha. later i think i will be sleeping again?. cause i at night go celebrate 2 of my friend's birthday. i think will stay there till 2 to 3am in the morning then go home lol.

Yesterday went to queensway to buy my bball shoe and outing shoe. later on went to vivo to find friend's and play the street ball shoot out at arcade lol. wa lao i lose lo cause i seldom play de -.- . hmm. later on went back to holland v and had dinner with jason at crystal jade. after eating, slack awhile and went home. ok then this is all i can think of. shall post soon

My heart can't pump without you helping me.

2008-12-22T20:29:00.005+08:00

Today morning prepared and went out at 7.40am then i reached jurong east mrt and saw my bball mates. so good of them waiting for me. lol. after that we reached at bangkit lrt and just nice coach arrived. wait for the c boys awhile and went to the sch. the sch so dirty la -.- . my white jersey can become black colour liao lol. today i played all rounders for this match so fun xD. once i dribble to the middle i directly drive in and power lay wahaha. but of cause if got assist i confirm will pass cause the most important thing is to score the easy way. i scored 16points and i failed my mission lol. as i promised cherie. haha. after all we win the match if not i fail again haha. during the match coach was angry with the c boys due to some formation they run wrong and passing but still there is more to improve. as long as i'm around i will try my best to guide them in match so that when those future matches they will not be blur and dare to do it. after that we change and went to lot1 with wen kai, yao hui, karney, huai boon and kriston to eat. after eating we walk around and play at the shops lol. especially when we're at those kind of toy shop. we keep teasing each other. haha. its fun to be with them although karney keep disturbing me everytime he saw me lol. after all this they went to buy pies and bubble tea and wen kai went to zhcc. after finished eating trained back home, eat,bathe and sleep all the way till now. so so so tired xD. ok ba shall end here le. :)

2008-12-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

GOOD LUCK MERAHIANS

It's going to be a short post cause cherie advise me to blog since i'm bored LOL!. hmm. later 6.45am need to wake up and prepare for my match with greenridge sec. but i confirm will half dead cause for sure i will be sleepy haha. after the match maybe go to have lunch or something with mates. and home sweet home. u know i'm a good boy ok so must listen to my parents. kay told u it will be a very short post. till then good bye ^^

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know .
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

2008-12-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

TA-DA!!. tmr is the N's results and i'm kinda nervous cause if i get good results i'll be the first NT student to go sec5. but will not be in tanglin as i'm going bmss to play bball and study there woots. if the results not so good then i'll be going ITE. tmr 1st thing will be there at 1.50pm after i've the results i'll msg mr shah(a former teacher from bmss) to tell him my results and see what to do. then chiong cab down to Pioneer Sec for friendly match. but i scared i cant make it cause 2pm take results still must wait all this plus i think all of it will like take 30 - 40mins?. but still i guess i will miss 1st or 2nd quarter and no matter what i'll be there to play for them and as a team. give me a good day for what i've plan out cause its going to be a busy time at afternoon haha. ok ba but still GOOD LUCK to those people out there taking their results tmr.

2008-12-16T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hello people out there xD. yesterday training was a serious tough one cause i've not been having physical training for like 1 year plus lol. and it's quite tiring but fun with them. i reached bmss at 9am. change and they just started so i did not warm up and just run 15 rounds but in the end we run 6 rounds cause we need to move to other classroom. after that did 12 stations and each stations i did slack alot cause my leg "jiao ruan" already. lol. after that is like finally can touch ball la. did the side court 3 rows de and i keep air ball zzz. after that played the no rule with them and the most tiring is when i vs wen kai need to use alot of strength haha. plus the most funny one is karney at the last part where he push me and hug me from behind to prevent me from scoring lol. after playing they need to skip for 800 but i lazy so nv skip lol. after training we all slacked awhile and change all this and u knw what i've ask coach to help me make jerseys with bmss lol. i taking no. 11 cause jason wants no.8 since that time he told me haha. after that went off with coach to front gate and coach went to buy things opposite at the coffeshop, awhile later coach took cab home and i went to the bus stop to take bus. reached home, bathed, eat and slept till 10plus. very tired because of the training. And, i'm resting for today and tmr training again hope i will participate in the physical training again cause i lazy haha!!. shall blog soon. cya~

2008-12-14T13:27:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since i last blog. so sorry guys cause i very busy with bball things. so i'll just type out what i can think of okay? haha. if not people will say my blog is gonna be dead and soon no one will come even i update lol. My life has been great this few weeks and having friendly matches all this quite fun but quite disappointing. if those few matches i on form good liao but all not. sad... woohoo, tmr is monday and theres bmss training for me at morning. looking foward to it cause i need to train damn hard for next year. i've no more teammates just a few left so i guess next year will be in team with my juniors or my seniors -.- ... and 1 more thing results for N's are coming soon man!! very fast lo haven't even get to enjoy yet haha. hais time really flies real fast. i'm bored and today is my rest day haha. plus now i'm having muscleache lol. ok i've gotta go now. ciao~

2008-11-23T13:15:00.002+08:00

Opps.. more than 2 weeks nv post. cause i'm busy? or rather lazy haha!. this 2 week have been with helping at zheng hua cc for the boys and girls matches and training. still the same ba for me nothing has change xD. i injured my left hand the wrist, freaking unlucky can zz. i can't shoot or dribble properly haix. ytd went to zheng hua for 5v5 with u16 and open mans de. i cant play properly and all sort of stupid things happened la zz. knn my team mate for the 1st match damn du lan. me, yin keat and 3 more zheng hua sec de and we lose to those pri6 to sec2 de. is like no face lo lose to them. no mood to play after that. only jog from front to back if not get the ball anyhow play liao cause i don't give a damn. haix. gonna be rotting at home today i think. nothing to do also lo and i hope got ppl ask me out for bballing xD. ok ba shall update next time lol.

2008-11-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

OFFICIALLY A FORWARD :D

went for training just now and did warm up at first then did full court 4 passing plus lay up, left and right 100 each side. today is John coach coaches us so he came and teach us further on..coach was late due to studys so he reached later and do his own things while we all train. coach and John coach decided that me and chuan yong play forward cause guard and center don't suit us anymore unless for some reason that need us to play guard or center lol. now i'm gonna train my dribbling & shooting le cause my position cause xD. today John coach taught us some drills for shooting and under basket and of cause i dont need to learn under basket. hope i can improve in no time if not the coach and john coach will be disappointed -.-... kay then..shall sleep early cause tmr need to wake up at 6.20am then meet my frens and off we go to the YOG 3on3...

2008-11-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 6.40am prepared and off i go to zheng hua sec. Reached there at 8.10am and wait for coach awhile and went inside the sch. i ownself warm up and do some shooting myself and the match started. I play what i used to be just that i'm just more noisy and able to score LOL!..after that some quarters i be ref and i anyhow blow =x. finished at 12plus and went home. bathed and slept till 4.30 and here i am. I need to go training later on, meeting wen ming at commonwealth mrt at 6pm.later the training i confirm cant take it cause i'm very tired now zzz. tmr is the YOG 3on3 le jia you to my mates and my team xD...ok then shall post next time bye~

2008-11-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

2008-11-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hello. once again i'm blogging and suddenly i thought of my life when i started my secondary life. although there are friends that has change from bad to good or good to bad they will always be my friends cause this 4 years through we laugh, quarrell when there's disagreement, sad when something happens and so on. When i'm sec1 i'm like a total lost in sch cause i've nothings to look forward to. as usual i have a habit that i don't like to study and in class i will only sleep, play, talk, eat and create trouble haha. those people who knows me out there will knw lol. so in sec1, i was in NCC for the cca and to say the truth i cried one time when the seniors punish we all due to some kind of mistake and u know why i cried cause i can't take it the punishment was too tough for me than. but now if u punish me i confirm will not say a thing cause i've train more then enough lol..after 2 weeks i think i quit NCC and slack till sec2.

When i'm sec2 i started to become more *pai kia* cause of bad influence all this till around feb i join the bball team and i train for 6 months and become main5 and played alot for the match, most importantly i learn how to control my hot temper and so on. Since then i know my coach well and train under his outside team. but still my pai kia ways all still there lol. always create more serious trouble and alot more. after c div match my coach was being sacked by tanglin cause they say my coach have not shown results in tanglin and hired a new coach for us. that day when our coach tell us about it to all of us and we were sad. the new coach came and coach us but we never go for his training so we are disband till further notice.

Up to sec3 the bball team was not form back yet so there's nothing much about bball..so just sch, outside team and hang around at void decks and etc. hmm. as for my character was still kinda vulgar, hot temper abit ba. so yup it's always been me all the time till i'm sec4.

When i'm sec4 i start to be more matured and stuff due to self independant cause i've no seniors to count on so that's why. and for bball when the sch starts we were form back cause we wanna play for our last year as a old in when we're in sec2 but of cause some of them is new. this year my life is like making alot of sense to me cause this past few years i've thought of myself back then is a idiot/fool. i also thought of it too lol. don't u think so my friends who knows me back then haha. after taking N's i feel kinda stress cause of working, training and matches. i've already make up my mind i wont do anything that will hurt/harm people cause i've give up those pai kia things. even if it is past, present or future i was in any gang i'll never do anything that is bad for sure. last of all i want to thanks all my friends and teachers in tanglin that have done to what i've become today. i'm quite happy for what i am now cause without friends will not know what is happenning outside the world. without teachers i will be good for nothing lol. thats all for now. and i just realised that its a very long post cause the rest of mine is always short LOL!!..takecare my friends and teachers in tanglin while i'm not at that sch anymore. but i'll visit u all soon =) maybe next year?.

2008-11-03T14:41:00.002+08:00

just realised that my blog is so damn dead. lol never mind then. today training at 8am and my father fetch me to red hill mrt and walk to bmss =). change and started training. was quite easy the beginning till the last part physical training zzz. damn it la i wanna train de lo but then when i help coach to demo for them to see my knee suddenly damn pain -.- . so no choice but to fall out haix. after training slack awhile and went to eat at mac with jason, whitney and wen kai. after eating went to interchange and wait for 198 with jason and jason's friend =) . reached home, bathed and now slacking lol. ok ba i've got nothing to post le cause cant think of anything at all haha. oh yah looking for the 3on3 at nov 8 xD..good bye~

2008-10-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

Woots. It has been a long time since i updated cause i was very busy the whole time till now. my match from 20th to 24th its a great experience for me cause the other there is strong and i tried my best whenever i've the chance to be in the court. in the end we get 5th -.-. past few days of things i dont wanna say cause alot of bad things happened. nvm then shall not say about it le. tmr i and wen ming will be going to ccab to help my coach to coach at 8.25am lol..i hope it will be fun xD...maybe after that will go to bmss training. i'm very tired nv sleep at all for 2 days, even if i sleep only just a few 20mins -.-. i need to train harder le if not i got no uses in the court. i wan to imrpove my speed to the highest and i must train it when i'm training will try to be active if not i will not improve...ok then shall stop till here..

2008-10-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

I'm tired now cause the time is 11.15pm now. Today woke up kinda early due to msg-ing till noon then i went to sleep back again. Woke up around 4pm plus and went to bathe and went out to cut my hair it's a last minute decision for me and rush out cause the weather is pouring soon so quickly cut and went back home quick. Bathe again and sleep till 7pm watch tv till 10pm. Have been rotting infront of the com for about 1h 15mins from just now -.-. tmr there is training looking forward to it :D . Ok then i'm kinda tired shall go and sleep till tmr afternoon xD .

FOUR MORE DAYS

2008-10-15T14:05:00.003+08:00

Boo!!..haha ok i know i'm lame but can't blame me cause i'm like this ;). Today is another day of rotting day for me cause i'll be staying at home the whole day doing nothing -.-. You know what my hermit lv92 le LOL!!...finally dont know how many weeks never lv up haha. 4 more days jiu start le for my 1st match and i am scared is that my shoe is gonna drag down my speed cause its old le...forget to buy new shoe even if i buy now i need to season it but cant too late -.- . hope my 2 years old shoe can help me play till the last game and then my new born shoe is coming up LOL!!..i'm so bored, any1 can help me haha. seriously i need to refresh all the things that my coach and the other coach taught me if not i just drag down my team..its 2.15pm and the cloud is dark think gonna rain soon and thats mean no bball for today haha...ok ba shall rest more cause my back is injured but not so serious so not to worry and my leg is having muscle ache... bye~

速度,脚步,心目

2008-10-12T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday..went to toa pa yoh...meet up with Jacky, Jason and Jason's stead at 105 bus as they call me and i board the bus...was damn tired on the way there, walk to tpy 85 to eat thks to jacky needa walk one big round there zzz...when we reached there saw enoch(sp?) and ate tgt...after we ate head back to tpy 75 the hawker there to meet up the rest of the people...at least got 20plus there if nt wrong lol.. lazy to say it all out now..we talk, eat and drink all the way till 12plus if not wrong and take cab back with jason and jason's stead and ah fox...i reached home jiu bathe directly and sleep liao...damn freaking tired la zzz...then today keep rotting at home do nth only sleep all the way...ok then stop here le...tmr i tink gonna rot at home also liao...

2008-10-07T08:31:00.002+08:00

yo..its been a awhile since i long update lol...my exams are gonna over and dont needa see teachers have in tanglin again wahahaha...my papers were easy and i left 1 more paper at thurs...d&t somemore =.= confirm cant make it de lo my d&t cuz i tis whole year only sleep, play, talk lol...bored bored...the 3on3 has postpone to nov 8 due to dont knw what and for me its lucky xD...shall look forward each day as everyday i got new experiences for new skills, new coaching skills and lots more...1st concentrate on the 5on5 1st cuz i scared not enough time cuz only a few u18 went for training plus only 2 seniors me and wen ming u16 nia...others must come back and learn faster...we're playing against u19 cater and to me and wen ming is like omfg those face can lol...but nvm la...i try my best to be a power forward can le...ok then...shall stop here...going back to sleep~

2008-09-28T10:34:00.001+08:00

lol...this song quite nice so i change it since the previous is kinda long...i wanna be famous, i wanna be a star xD....

When I Grow Up

Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy)
And you don’t care what they say
See, every time you turn around
They screamin' your name

Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy)
And you don’t care what they say
See, every time you turn around
They screamin' your name

Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I’d do anything
Anything at all for the boys to notice me

But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Boobies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

But be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
But you just might get it
But You just might get it

But be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
But you just might get it
But You just might get it

They used to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the TV
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far

But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see, when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Boobies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

I see them staring at me
Oh I'm a trendsetter
Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me
'Cause I'm a hot topic
I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Boobies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have Boobies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

2008-09-28T10:09:00.002+08:00

lol..5 days haven't been posting and here i am...just realise that October i had lots of things to do..at 5 oct got 3on3, at 20-24 oct i got 5on5 matches against other country and 29-31 oct i will be helping my coach as coach assistant...woo...shiok siol like tis..friday training is damn fun, i mean like better then normally those training...at 1st is the pioneer coach coaches we all as our coach will be late..he taught in a slowly method and with patients plus he taught as 1-4 set 1st part cuz there is 3 parts of it..but now we all only knw abit cuz when we play matches against the u20 guys we use the 1-4 till front part thats why we cant fully use the 1st part of 1-4 =.=...after training coach fetch us to cck mrt and went home with wen ming and leroy..reached home, bathed, maple awhile and then slp...saturday for me is a rotting day cuz i stay at home the whole freaking day zzz...and for today will be going to ccab to play bball with wen ming, vemon, zombie and his father but of cuz other coach and some more ppl will be there...hope today will be a match we can win also like last time we played lol..will be going out at 2.30pm and meet wen ming at 2.50pm at clementi mrt and then find vemon at devest...i must learn how to go to ccab cuz next time i will be going there most of the time haha...ok then shall stop here..

2008-09-23T09:39:00.002+08:00

Opps...have not been updating sorry...was busy the whole time thats why i never update...last week have been the same till now..mon, wed and fri schooling then tues and thurs is rest day for me lol....today i think i will be at home de whole time and slack...damn tired bodoh lol...plus my leg is injured zzz..jump too much in the end injured bloody hell =.=...at oct will be playing 3on3 for the youth olympic selection but do u think i can make it lol...nah there is so many pros i tink i will not make it for sure but still i will play my best.. ok then shall stop here then...got nothing to say anymore cuz i'm sleepy...byebye~

2008-09-12T14:32:00.003+08:00

went to sch as normal and reached school just in time..today don't have assembly due to the drizzling and i like it went go to class cause don't need to see the penguin haha...in the morning only 5 ppl came then after recess 10 ppl lol...our class is power man...had d&t 3 periods, science 2 periods and recess ate abit and went for maths lessons xD...schools end at 12.05pm and went home...bathed and now slacking...going to devest soon to play bball as subhas and the rest are going there later at 4pm...ok then shall stop here... chaoz~

iloveyou

2008-09-09T21:27:00.002+08:00

Boo!!...so long nv post le sorry for that cuz i'm busy ok la rather then busy is lazy HAHA!!...this few days/week still the same for me...still the same schooling and all those rubbish...ok then shall talk about today...erm...went to school and reached school just in time and had assembly...the most embarassing thing is that only my class sec4 sit at the parade square la like so extra zzz...CPA practical start at 8am end at 9.30am kinda hard for the graph but the rest was ok to me hope i can pass =D...after that need to stay at the library there till 11am due to dont knw what reason la haha...went to eat with wei feng and clinton after that and went home...reached home, bathed, eat and sleep...after i woke up i got fever la damn it !@#@$$#%$^$#...tmr cant get to play i will heart break siol haha...dont wanna waste any exp in court cuz every match can learn new things xD...i'm so bored zzz...please someone talk to me HAHA!!....what a surprise for today bcuz i nv play maple at all wahahaha...ok bah shall stop here then byebye~

~~i miss you~~
07

2008-09-01T03:36:00.002+08:00

Boo...a random post cuz its the 1st of September...'N' lv coming le this coming Tues..good luck to ppl out there taking 'N' lv haha...ok then since i've got nothing to post about...BYE~

2008-08-26T02:19:00.003+08:00

Have not been updating =x ....was playing all day long and have not been studying so long too lol...but nvm shouldn't think or rather stress about N lv just take it and leave it till the results come out man...Today went to school and reached school just in time...had assembly later on english lesson and had PE...played bballl with 4n2 till recess lol..i skip maths lesson if not wrong HAHA!!...heck care..after that ate and went to CPA lesson at 4th floor =.= ...after sch went home and sleep, sleep and sleep till i woke up and found that i'm having fever, ate my med and went to my bed again...sleep till at night and the fever is gone and had dinner =D....and now i've been rotting till now zzz....already 2.30am still cant sleep haix...dont knw whats bothering me man x( ....and last of all usa won spain at the olympic finals for bball... my bball idol kobe bryant, he did a great job in the court and yet the 1st quarter he get 2 fouls =.= buts its ok :D...he did well in the end and rest of the team too especially Dwyane wade i really think he plays very well due to his steal, assist and 3 point shooting x) ...on the other side spain plays well too in the 2nd and 3rd quarter... ok then shall stop here le bye~

2008-08-20T14:19:00.002+08:00

BOO!!..i'm so bored now...juz reached home and slack xD. stoning infront of the com now zzz...today went to school as normal...joke, play and listening to songs and thats all...i get 61.5 for english wahaha..
but still need to improve more cuz i anyhow do de...waiting for the time to past man...wanna play bball but i tink its gonna rain lo =.= ...later see how xD... nothing to post at all lol...kay bah...shall stop heretill next time ppl out there =p

2008-08-19T12:19:00.002+08:00

i'm for posting again x) ...Today didn't go to school due to ytd of playing of bball..from 2plus till 8.30 like this and went off with jason...damn tired lo...bathed, had my dinner and sleep till now and its already 12.25pm some ppl will say me PIG for sure when they view my blog haha!!...today juz slack or maybe at late noon play bball =D...i'm bored...nothing to do also haix..i'm disappointed with my prelims result sia one of it is my maths :(...when can i get the mood to study, or am i just sad about last time de girl i like...
is like i cant forget about her la...Joshua ah Joshua people dont like you jiu forget and move forward la keep flashing back to the past for what..all this while i've been telling myself this but the thing is i can't forget abt it..Damn Joshua Lai.. Needa STUDY STUDY STUDY hard for my N lv cuz i wanna get A's or B's i already happy and in the meanwhile of cuz muz train hard for bball too if not ppl will laugh or look down on me.. Oh yah, found this pic at my sch website and this is when the 1st or 2nd term de achievers day at my school...i get top in mathematics in the stream and with my others classmates on stage too ^^

2008-08-17T20:01:00.003+08:00

I'm back woohooooo...sorry for being too high haha. Hmm, shall start from friday then xD

Friday
same timing for school and exam starts at 8am plus its a 1h paper woots. the papers was hard cause i never study for my D&T theory =.=... i thinks it's gonna fail sia zzz...after the paper went to buy things and went home, bathed had my lunch and sleep till 5.45pm for my training..reach there at 6.50pm, in the end 5 of us went for training damn stupid la..at first warm up then run alot =.=.
after do some drills which have shooting, dribbling and passing...train till 8.30 break awhile play match 3v3..coach join my team cuz short of 1 player, played 3 sets and won 2...later on abt 9pm coach went off and played match with 3 other ppl and my team all played till damn relax yet the they all play till so kan chiong =.=..after playing went to eat at the coffee shop and off we go...reach home at 11plus zzz...

Saturday
woke up at 9am and i was about late for BMSS training so i ask my father fetch me to redhill mrt cause i wanna buy something light to eat if not later train half way faint LOL!!..no la joking only. reach redhill mrt at 9.15 and walk to BMSS...changed and start training...i was the only outsider there cause i go there is to train more cause i wanna improve fast plus BMSS training wasn't that easy as u think., kinda tough lmao...train till 12.30plus and went home and sleep whole day cause very tired :D...

Today
for today nothing special just stay at home the whole day and sleep alot lmao...played maple awhile and went to have dinner...and now stoning infront of the laptop and watching my bro play maple using my com haha...shall sleep b4 10 or 11 bah cause tmr got school T.T....shall stop there then...

2008-08-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

08/08/08 its a nice number and date man...but for me not so good cause today nothing interesting at all. today took bus to sch with charmaine and i thought was about to late but in the end never and start kinda late =.= ...waste my precious time can!!...school celebration was ok and i was so sleepy lo...after that went to canteen and slack, saw shawn didi and off we go to devils but he treat me like servant la!!! ask me help to take his food and drinks zzz...but i keep pushing it back to him lol..went to play bball and around 1 pm plus went home, bathe and sleep till 7pm like this...boo. tmr maybe going out? not so sure haha...sunday will be going to CCAB to play bball with adults and with friends woots...ok then shall stop here...number EIGHT rocks!~

2008-08-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

I've just surfing the net and i found out this and it kinda make sense for me..u don't need to be taller or bigger size then your opponent to score and defend them but use as a advantage in your own height =D

Posting-up makes many guards feel uncomfortable. It's the territory of the big-man where many guards avoid breaking in. They feel that if they are not at least 6'6 then it is better to stay away from the paint, but what if you are 6'1 and a 5'10 player is guarding you? - You can use that advantage in your favor.

Before we continue any further, ask yourself the following questions:

(1) Am I able to score from the post?

(2) Am I skilled enough to take advantage of my body?

Remember that smart guards are able to use the post in order to score more and create excellent shooting situations for themselves and for their teams. There is no need to be a 6'10 player in order to post up; having one/two inches above your defender together with smart decision making skills can significantly help you achieve your goals.

The following smart basketball tips will help you on that:

(1) Practice the "turn around" jump shot - If it worked for MJ why shouldn't it work for you?

(2) On situations where you cut to the basket and you are almost under the rim, fake and come back to the ball. That way, your defender is not focusing on stopping you from posting up, it's easy to catch the ball this way.

(3) Practice the Up & Under move - very powerful weapon as a post player. It is difficult to guard and amazingly effective. If you are stronger than your defender, he has only 2 choices: let you score or foul you. Stopping you is not an option!

(4) Well, unlike big-men who usually won't pass the ball, in a situation when 2 guards play one-on-one on the post, one of the big-men will help you out. Someone should be open, so look for the open man.

(5) Patience - Be patient when you get the ball on the post. Unlike the big guys you have the option to dribble yourself out of a bad situation.

2008-08-02T07:32:00.002+08:00

Yoshie..wake up so early in the morning zzz...now is like 7.15am only lo!! can have my beauty sleep but i can't sleep at all..so sianz...later will be having training at bmss and after that won't be playing bball at clementi...boo!!! i'm bored who can entertain me lol...damn it i got mixed emotions ='(

2008-07-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating =x...Have been busy all this day zzz..ok shall post about today since i am lazy to post the past few days problem...went to sch as normal but nearly late haha...in the morning assem then went to hall for prelim for the basic chinese...i took 5mins to finish lo..shade it randomly cause i dont know how to do plus so chim i dont even know lo lmao...after that had my breakfast and ask mr tham to open the gym for me and he did =D...so nice of him lo haha...i did upper and lower part each 3 sets..woo damn shiok la lol..then after finishing went to play badminton awhile and abt left 30mins went to canteen and cool down...went to com lab 1 for CPA practical, its very easy lo xD...after all of it went home, bathe, eat abit and went to sleep till 7pm and watch tv till now haha...ok bah hope tmr my papers are easy for me =D...shall post soon bye~

2008-07-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

Boo!!...today i did not go for school as it was boring and i was very bored at home zz..but nvm got maple pei me lol..but kinda bored playing but at there slack & chatting..play and slack till 7pm and watch channel 8 till now i'm stil watching the 9pm show...later will be sleeping early cuz today training canceled due to bad weather and was change to tmr at 9.30am at BMSS...lucky near my hse nia if not i also wont go de haha...after training will be going clementi to play bball with frens bah but maybe not so late cuz after training i'm so tired all this le...being a good person is hard and it takes time to change and its even harder to change other person while u're changing lol..helping people is my job cuz i juz too kind hearted inside me and although outside is fierce looking lol...ok bah...i go rest awhile le...shall post next time..feeling lonely as i'm a person hu is look down by others... :'(

2008-07-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

Sad..dont have fall for u by Secondhand Serenade
so i just change my song to Swear it again by West Life..
hope it will be nice to me and people out there =D

[Shane:]
I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
The only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying
Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying
So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
{shane}all over again

{shane}
Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying
Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

[Mark:]
The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
[Mark:]
(I'm never gonna say goodbye)
[All:]
Cos I never wanna see you cry
[Mark:]
(never wanna see you cry) All:
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
[Mark:]
(swear it all over again and I)
[All:]
I'm never gonna treat you bad
[Mark:]
(never gonna treat you bad)
[All:]
Cos I never wanna see you sad
[Mark:]
(never wanna see you sad)
[All:]
I swore to share your joy and your pain
[Mark:]
(oh no, oh no)
[All:]
And I swear it all over again

2008-07-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

have not been posting for a long
time but yet i make the effort
by updating if not people will
start to complain lol..school has
been the same everyday as usual
and i growing fatter and fatter..haix
need to get some massive exercise
fast and train back my stamina =.=
tmr is friday and maybe will have
training at evening haha...must go!!
i'm just a small character in the bball
team but i do my part well and it really
make a big differences cause its like
a player who scores 20 points per match
but i screen, rebound, defend
and intercept all this
4 things is very important too as people who
watch the match will know how well u played
and even maybe going to a better outside
team...i dare to say that i'm a player
with no discipline in studys
but in bball my mind is
totally with discipline..
in life any thing could happen...
okay then..shall post next time i'm free..
having
flu is torturing me =.=....

2008-07-17T10:41:00.002+08:00

kinda lazy to post so now i'm back =D
i damn suay ok..my right eye is now injured
and haven see a doc or check up...but most prob
is that i need to wear spect le and its kinda stupid..
cause left is perfectly fine and right side got
problem..damn piss with it...but whenever i play
bball i tink i will not wear spect le bah..but i will
make contact lens asap lol...now with the injured
eye i muz buck up my skills
and tolerate my eye sight awhile
cuz maybe next week or this coming weekend then
go check up..haix..
talk abt ytd then..sch per normal and
end at 12.40...went to west coast with wei feng
and slack after that walk back to sch and
meet up with my classmates and 4t2...
went to kent ridge sec for N lv chinese oral...
i damn screwed up la zzz..i dont even knw how
to read and the conversation more worse i was like
uh-uh uh-uh????...then the teacher give me those
question mark face la zzz..after that me, wei feng and
sherri went to vivo and watch movie Red Cliff..its nice
ok haha...somemore got cold jokes de lo when their
face is serious those kind lol..and for today i'm gonna
rot at home and rest...i wan my eye sight back asap!!!..

when u fall down dont juz stay there
forever..climb back up and reach
to the top even if yea injured..dont
give up easily and have the determination
to strive for success to the very end...
my eye is injure so what and it does nt
mean i will give up bball but to work even
harder then before..juz wait and see even if
my both eye cant see well i will shoot and score
every ball that i let go...i shall not give up

2008-07-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hello!! people out there~
today i'm rather happy cause
after weeks and days of thinking
i had make up my mind or
knock some sense to my head lol..
i'm gonna train back my fitness
and skills back to the way it was last
time and train back from the basics
i should not complain anymore or
skip any trainings...for the last time
basketball is my passion and it's like
my life now, every time it bounce is like
each time my heart beats haha...
for my studys i'm just gonna do what
teacher give and finish it quick and slack xD
today over slept and didnt went to sch cause
after all its gonna be late so heck care ;D
play maple, chat at msn and sleep wahaha...
and hope tmr sch is fine for me..i wanna quit
and quit my bad habits for bball and for my
my health just once if i fail then forget it till
i have my special reason xD...those
who really knw me what i meant abt quitting
what haha!!...ok then shall post soon~

2008-07-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

ok..today woke up and slack
bathed and waited for jason..
suppose training and then cancel
cuz raining...so is like i bring my jersey
and shoe la damn heavy zzz..went to
jacky's hse 1st then meet them and we
took cab down to my hse and i went to change.
after that take mrt to boon lay and on the way
saw shaula at cmw mrt haha..reach boon lay then
took 193 to what arena dont knw what place la
and played pool with jason, wei feng, jesmond,
jacky and halim...abt 8plus me and jason
went back home cuz jason need to reach home at
9pm and took cab to ghim moh..then buy drink
at coffee shop and go home le..ok lo tmr sch liao sianz.
plus this post suppose can be very long de juz that i lazy
to type =x...ok then what a short post zzz...post next time
byebye to everyone xD...

2008-07-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!!!..

2008-07-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

nth to post also juz a few sentences bah =x
hmm..today juz play maple de whole day
and eat plus sleep also haha...tmr going for
the girls training play match with them as
coach wan us so i'm free so juz go lo xD
not free actually since i'm gonna be rusty
le so better go play if not i sure die haha..
today damn sianz lo haix...maybe tmr go
west coast buy things then go take 176 to
ZHCC cuz i so damn free haha..ok then..
end here le bye~

2008-07-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

finally post le xD
hmm..so i shall post
abt ytd problem bah..
lazy to post past few days de
hmm..ytd meet jason and took
198 to sch and then reach sch
in time and sch starts..1st period
is dnt and i finished my 1 page of
it and still got more to do and then
later on is what lesson i also forget
abt it le..recess played bball with frens
and after that had maths lesson and
we did nothing but juz talking and
slack nia haha...after sch went buy thin
with wei feng and back to sch, reached
sch and slack 1 h like this and jason came
meet me at cantten and off we play bball
with jason's fren awhile and then they left
so i play soccer with other ppl at bball court
abt 1h like this went to find jason at parade
square and suppose play netball with shaula but
she nt there but its ok :D..played awhile jiu go
home with jason...suppose i lazy to go training de
then at 5pm last min cancel so i was like so heng la
lol..if nt next week sure tio gan by coach =x..
after that bathed and slp le..12am wake up use com
awhile jiu go back to slp liao..as for today i'm gonna rot
at home le xD...play maple and slp wahaha..
shall end here then..bye~

2008-06-29T22:21:00.003+08:00

Boo!!!..today whole day
slack at home..only sleep,
play and eat whole day =x
damn it haha..anw tmr sch
liao sianz..confirm is sleep
in class the whole day again ;D
oh yah..tmr c boys match and i
will wish them good luck haha..
jia you for tmr and go into 2nd..
maybe will not watch their match
cuz i wan go home slp =x...
kay bah a veri short post haha..
shall post soon =D

2008-06-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

what shall i blog about o.O
and for the past few days is
the same sch, bball and home..
nothing interesting de zzz..
tmr gonna go for sch as today
i nv go xD..then after sch maybe
go home bah and abt 20% will
go sports hall watch matchs as
it depends on my mood whether
slpy anot haha...i hate sch life but
nvm juz a few more months and
i'm out from TSS cage lol..not so kua
zhang la ;P...but still i hate tss alot zzz
tmr training will i go or not zzz..cuz i
confirm faint as it's gonna be damn
tired and very late reach home slp zzz..
nvm bah..see how 1st for all of it cuz
i am veri sick of everything now...
shall end here and will post when i free ;D

2008-06-22T11:20:00.002+08:00

ok..i give up on it le bah
no use having false hope for
myself...so heck care le..from
now i will carry on my lifestyle =D
i'm suppose later will be meeting
wei feng cut hair near his house there
and then slack all this bah..and bloody
hell thing is that tmr is gonna be sch
damn it haha...nvm i will be slping whole
day cuz its my daily routine for me already
so thats all bah...shall post soon

2008-06-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

ok..well short and simple de bah..
cuz i'm not feeling well plus so many
kinds lo lazy to type it out...this few day
nv blog cuz no mood plus restless haix..
am i that lousy for her or i am juz not
good enough to be part of her..haix..
damn sad lo..plus now i have lost the
passion of bball le..training and working
at zhcc today but i nv turn up..Leroy called
me and i nv pick up..Sorry..should i continue
or give up?..arrgh i'm confused about it..
i love you, girl :'(

2008-06-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

ok as for today woke up at 8am
then went to bathed all this and
prepared to go out and meet my fren
at qtcc busstop..took 198 and reached
there at 10am like this..listen to them
sing and talk crap and the match start
abt 15mins after it so i went to change
to my jersey and relax while one of my mate
beside me saying those negative thing...
i told him that if yea scared dont play bball
forever haha..then he keep quiet..after 10mins
the match start and so on...lazy to explain or
what la...think of it also du lan =x..
so overall win 1 lose 4 and after that off we go
home...bathed and sleep till 4plus and went
faith acts to meet ivan and slack there...
after that jiu went home and use com...hehex...
ok bah shall stop here..last of all muz thank my
supporter RACHEL AND HEE LENG xD..
and thks HL for taking the photos ;D....

i love u girl..
today i tried
my best and
lose but i will
try harder more
next time..with
ur support anything
can happen =D

2008-06-13T21:38:00.004+08:00

this is for today match photo =D